Thank you soo muuuchh guys for your comments on my last entry! *hugz* Did you know that I even put off reading your comments or even visiting my blog (disregarding pagerank and visitor counts and etc? and maybe because I was soo busy preparing for our History medieval fair and battle at bel field. Read on to learn more!) I just finished reading your comments just now and I feel so much better. You guys are right, there really is no perfect family, there are and will be skeletons in the closet but this shouldn’t stop you. Thank you again for cheering me up!
It is healthy to let out all the negative energy and I found that out during my guidance interview. Would you believe that this is my first? I don’t count my high school ones because… they’re really useless. It’s cool to talk to a stranger about things and without him/her being biased about your problems right? But still I’m apprehensive, I don’t trust easily so no way will I spill my deepest secrets to somebody. So Anne Frank gave me an idea (am reading Diary of Anne Frank now, hope to finish it and cross off another book in my project 50 Leaves!) and I will be writing a “personal diary” now. I have written before but due to… constraints I stopped. It could be tangible and intangible but am sure that people will only be able to read it once I’m gone (a.k.a. not alive) 
Hope that it will help me with my problems
I noticed in the last comments that only a few of you watched the movies I mentioned, come on guys, YOU NEED TO WATCH IT’S A WONDERFUL LIFE!! I SWEAR!! It probably won’t make you cry, but I GUARANTEE THAT YOU’LL LOVE IT. And thanks to youtube, you don’t have to download it (and it’s in TECHNICOLOR! I first watched this in Black and White but now there’s technicolor version for free, you lucky dogs. And I even bought a DVD of it teehee, I wanna watch the special features plus it was on sale) Here’s the 1st part of 14. Watch it if you guys have good internet connection or download it I’ll give you demonoid codes even so you guys can download it online
My spirits have been lifted because of the STRESS this week. Okay that didn’t sound right… but at least it took my mind on other things and concentrated on our History Class Project: Our Medieval Fair. Don’t think that’s like the medieval fairs in the US or Europe (nothing like that!) It’s a program by the girls in the class where we have to have a Medieval song, play and dance. How do we Asians know what to do? Well google and some racking of the brains! haha Merce (our singing head) took a medieval poem and compose a melody for it. I helped with the play and threw in some suggestions, in the end we took Macbeth but concentrated on Act 1 Scene 5. Dance was choreographed by Rana and she took inspiration from cotillion. We also had to find a way to collate and integrate everything so we had to interpret and add these little things. All in all, IT WENT WELL!!! I do wish we had something like the ones in the US though, like real costumes (we only took our prom long gowns and debut gowns XD but the others rented. Am saving money so no rent for me 
)though. Next time then!
And of course, the culmination and the 25% of our grade… THE BATTLE AT BELLARMINE FIELD!! Haha It was the most awaited event for Western history students and it was my first time watch AND PARTICIPATE!! haha The guys will do their demonstration and performance of battle forms and then there will be a BATTLE USING BALLOON CLAPPERS!! haha XD We French and English armies had to battle it out with the HUGE MACEDONIAN army. Point of the game was to remove the cups stuck from the chest of the person using the clapper and guess what?
WE WON!! hahaa!!!! SOO COOL!! Even if we girls lost in our battle, the guys managed to pull it through and TAKE VICTORY!!! The other army was even unfair because they STUCK PACKAGING TAPE to their cups to the point that they even TAPED THE WHOLE CUP while we only stuck 4 pcs of Masking tape. DESERVING WIN!! WHOOT!! hahaa
I’ll let the pictures do the rest of the talking
Cast and crew of Histo18-J Lady Macbeth play
Our Choir. I wanted to join but I had classes during the practices T_T huhu
Our AWESOME play!
I was also part of the logistics team and we had the brilliant idea of using Christmas lights. It was really 630pm at this time so it had a beautiful effect 
That’s me there standing with head bowed XD hahaa
All us girls agreed that the girls dressed up as boys made a more romantic scene rather than real boys XD
AND NOW FOR THE BATTLE LAST SATURDAY
Other class under Sir Manaois had TANK WARS instead of the battle. Look at that HUGE TANK ramming the guys XD
Awesome Army Tank
Prayer and inspirational speech before the battle
With Ladies in Waiting + Sir
Large Macedonian army (class under de Jesus)
Them Knights, Squires and Men at Arms of France and England
THE BATTLE!!
Chair and Me
3 Professors in one picture. Sir Lozada (with back turned) fighting Sir de Jesus and Sir Manaois as referee XD
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Woww loooks so fun!!Because I like wearing costumes. Hahah =)) And I miss plays. they’re really a nice time for a class bonding.
Anw, glad u’re okay now sis. And yeah, youtube is really great because we get to watch shows for free (i watched Toradora there =)) ) Sometimes,I think I need to see a guidance c too. But I don’t know and i’m scare though.
z. used to have a diary as well and yes, its one way to express untold feelings.. 
God bless sis <3
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Congrats on winning, and awesome pics!
haha that looks like so much fun 
I know what you mean about talking to a stranger! This weekend I got to know someone who’s in my school, but I’ve never really gotten to know this person. We talked for hours and it was really cool to let out personal things to someone you don’t really know and have them tell you personal stuff as well!
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Hi sis been a long time since ive posted a comment here. Sorry about that.
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Looks like you had so much fun and preparation. I love you’re costumes especially the warriors and their weapons. So cool
I’m glad that you’re feeling ok now sis (on whatever is troubling you) I’ve never tried sharing my problems to a stranger or a counsellor. I always seek the help and company of my close friends. But the problem is they’re not always there. so most of the times i keep it to myself. It really helps to talk to someone about your problems. It definitely makes you feel better.
Take care sis and God Bless!
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I want to watch that too!
wow! the pictures says it all. Looks like you have some fun! But that is pretty tiring.
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Yeah, I’ve done ballet for nine years,
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I am glad you’re feeling better now! *hugs* I went to see a counselor in high school when I had problems. I haven’t lately but back then it was serious when I went into self harm and serious depression. Sometimes it really helps to talk to someone and let it out.
I used to keep a diary until I was 16 or so, then I found blogging and I like sharing my experiences with others. I used to show my diary to my best friend because we were really close, but no one else.
I hope you had a good time! Reminds me of Medieval day that I had in high school. Congratulations on winning!
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I’ve read Ann Franks diary way back in highschool.
I used to keep a diary, too but writing on it is a burden to me. I’d rather type. LOL. That’s why I’m keeping an online diary called BLOG. Haha. Downside is, you have to renew it every year. :))
Congrats for the play! I saw those photos in facebook. Haha
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nakakatuwa naman yung play ninyo, full of PROPS!! tama ba spelling? naku.. namiss ko yung mga play sa school at yung shooting din for indifilm para sa school, like yung ginagawa ngayon ni Jhoana..
Grabe, sana may video yan, para mapanood ko yung play ninyo.. Congrats for winning!!
Never been in the guidance, to talked something that is personal. basta di ko feel. Iboblog ko nalang.
Anne frank, may book ako nyan sis. Book report ko yan nung higschool ako, 3rd year HS ako nun. And talagang ung kwento ay nakasentro dun sa JEWISH- hitler era.. Namatay siya jan eh.. and ginawan xa ng school.. Ooopss..
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Very much thank you to our guidance counsellors.
Back in frist year college, I consider my GC as my bestfriend since I tell her every single feeling I have inside. She’s a great help for me coz the “negative feelings” I have will just go away in an instant. (wala kaming ganon nung high school eh… baduy school ko. haha)
congats for winning. ;)
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congratulations in winning the play. hahaha =)) the photos are awesome. You got so many casts!!
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wow! congrats on winning Tiff! I love how you did the play.. The props, costumes and the location was cool! you enjoyed a lot I know!!
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Yes, I agree to that
Negative energy puts more bad omens in your life. You always need to stay positive in order to put positive energy/blessings in your life as well. It’s like, attraction. Hehehe :P
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dont you just love the internet and ol friends more when theres almost no one to turn to? XD
he =)) aww.^^ glad you feel a lot better!
I LOVE THE ARMY TAAAAANK!!!!!^^ =O
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Whoa, your props were coolio! that looks like a lot of work but it seems really fun!
I also used to keep a real diary until one day I can’t seem to find a good notebook and then I learned about blogging. the rest was history lawlies.
Although I haven’t read your previous entries YET it’s good to know that you’re feeling much better now. Fighting!~
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i used to keep diaries but they never get finished, i stop and start again haha. in gr8, i kept on and finished the whole book because i had a lot of emotions to fill out so i really do think its a great way to express your feelings (:
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Glad you are feeling okay nao. :3 Wow, you’re reading The Diary of Anne Frank!!! Well, I have only known through an encyclopedia and during Lit. I haven’t read it actually though.
Good luck on keeping a diary! :)) I tried keeping once, but I stopped. ;_;
Anyway, you have an awesome event/activity in school. During college, we never had any interesting events. ;_; Boohoo. And with all the pictures, I am sure you had a lot of fun! Sana kami ren nung college merong ganyan. Haha. :3
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Listen an audio comment or download and share
Listen the voice comment
i’ve tried.. but not quite sure if it works.
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ooh I love plays! ~ i miss having plays T_T
and yay! congratulations :3
I don’t keep a diary anymore.I got these “private blog entries” though ;)
Haven’t read your last entry but good to know you’re feeling better now
Take Care:)
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Wow nice play! May battle pa! I think all of you did an excellent job! Congrats
The 10th and 11th picture looks so real. like, you’re doing a movie or something. ^^
Ooh I remember Anne Frank during…. high school days! LOL I kinda forgot the story already but yeah, I remember the diary stuff..
As for the movie, it’s a wonderful life, I think it’s a nice movie but I’m not fond of watching such movies.
I get bored easily. Hehe. My mom and some of my cousins might like that movie though. 
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I don’t think I’ve been to any guidance counseling or something, but I do know that letting your negative enrgy out is good. I mean, who would want to keep it? T__T
Awww, looks like you had a lot of fun then!
School right now is so boring and stressful. I wish mine is like yours. T^T
I’ll definitely keep you posted about the OJT.
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